William Tapply said it best but today I will tell you why I hunt.
I
have an intense drive that comes out when the days grow shorter and the
mornings start to cool. I cherish the time spent in the great
outdoors. I enjoy the camaraderie with friends and family alike. I have
an intense passion for the dogs I follow in the field. And this is all
brought together when the game is brought to the table.
But
where did I get my passion for everything related to springer spaniels,
16 gauge shotguns, wood ducks, grouse, pheasants and deer?
I know where and I have an older brother and cousins a like who will give you the same answer as I;
My Dad.
It
wasn't mandated that I hunt by my father but it was rather strongly
suggested by the shear overexposure of the hunting culture. Hunting is
something we, our family and in particular my Dad, just did. Growing
up, I longed to be old enough to carry my own shotgun on those magical
Saturday mornings. I tagged along behind both my Dad and brother for as
long as I can remember. Looking back on those days is what got me
hooked on this pastime. Back then I always wished I were old enough to
pursue the game and when I became old enough I wished that the sky would
be filled with ducks, geese and rising roosters. I hoped that a big
buck, just like the big six pointer my Dad shot "on the old railroad
tracks back in '64," would cross my tracks. I still have those visions
of grandeur while afield and I know where I got them from.
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| 6 Point Buck taken by my Dad in the fall of 1964 |
For as long as I can remember
hunting was, and is, a significant part of our lives. It has only been
in recent times that I have began to understand a deeper meaning of
hunting and what it has meant to me. It has brought patience to an
impatient person, it has brought dedication and sense of direction to a
wandering soul and it has has brought balance to a hectic world. Many
times has a hunt brought solace to hard times. And for all of this is
why I'm thankful that I hunt.
At the beginning of
this year's hunting season I started to feel an overwhelming guilt that I
was entering a new season knowing that my Dad wasn't.
This
was the first hunting season in well over 55 years that my Dad was
unable to hunt due to illness. The future looks clouded with
uncertainty but we have the memories and we'll continue to talk about
the past adventures as if they happened last season.
Since
I moved to Colorado, I haven't had many chances to get out in the field
with my Dad as much as I would have liked. Over the last few years I
tried to go hunting with my Dad every chance I could. In the last few
years I have made a few trips back East to help re-live the memories of
the past.
Those
trips will be forever etched in my mind. As will the million other
memories of my Dad through hunts, life and everything in between.
Over
the last few hunting seasons, I tried to savor the time afield and
perhaps reflect just a little bit more about the hunts of the past
because those hunts are the foundation of my passion.
I'll continue this odyssey as its beginnings started with my Dad long before I started to hunt.
That is why I hunt.
I
originally wrote this passage in the fall of 2010. That was the first
autumn that my Dad did not hunt due to illness. For some reason I never
felt comfortable posting this until now.
On
April 16th my Dad passed away after a three year battle with
several illnesses. His love for the outdoors was known by everyone who
knew him. I will always remember that he passed that love down to his sons and I'll pass that down to my son.
He will be missed.
A few of our memories.
til next time...